Mummy is in the hospital again. This time it is pretty serious. Since she returned home on the 15 September 2009, she has gone back for 2 minor surgery; the first one was to move to Ventriculoperitoneal shunt to the back on the head and the second surgery was due to some blockage was at the distal end (tummy end). This time is very serious; she now has some bacteria infection in the water space in the brain and now they have to remove the Ventriculoperitoneal shunt and replace it with an external tube to divert the water out of the system. Then they have to clear the bacteria then they will put in a new Shunt.
When I heard that news, I was so devastated, haven’t my mummy gone through enough? Why this has to happen to her? What has she done to deserve this? I no longer know what to think anymore and what to expect anymore.
Everyday I tell myself that no news is good news. Keeping my hope up but today I felt a little lost and not sure what to do anymore. I want to go home but if I do that then it would alarmed the people around us; people are going to wonder why am I back all of a sudden. Especially for grandma, I don’t want her to worry about anything hence I am in the dilemma on whether to go or not to go.
All I can do now is pray to God.