I am still here; I have wanted to post for days and weeks but just did not get a chance to do so. The last two months has been really hectic for me. Went back to Malaysia for Chinese New Year and got back last friday, back to work on monday with a busy work schedule. Today I Have a little thought to share today.
I was looking through my sent folder today; to look for a particular email and I found emails that I sent to my mummy during last years in July. I had tears in my eyes while reading through those email those we sent each other. Those emails were all in regards to my wedding preparation, the last email was about the hand bouquet, I was sending her pictures of how I like mine to be. Mummy always being motherly, she replied concerning my hand would be too tired if my bouquet is too big.
I miss her so much this moment; miss her motherly voice and her advice. My mummy has always been the pillar of strength is my life and lately I must admit that I am so lost without her word of wisdom. I pray to God for her speedy recovery; pray that she could gain back her voice so that we can talk over the phone.